I’m awake
and have been for four days
I run the risk of brilliance
or haunted darkness;
of unearthing a new dimension
or sliding deeper into divine obscurity
I prepare for the first: I feel the matrix
like bubbles floating and bursting under my skin
the pulse punching and pushing my limbs further
it beats faster and harder
you’re alive! you’re awake! you’re alive!
I’m awake! Im awake. im a wake
im a
sleep